Friday 9 May 2014

Hello Well-Wishers!

I just wanted to post an update here because it's been over a month! :)

I currently have a headache but that's okay... I will be alright.

I have been a lot busier lately and it's been good. This means I am finally starting to really take responsibility for my life and shape the world the way I want to see it. I am very blessed at this moment and I really feel incredibly thankful.

There's a lot of little things going on and I feel like, in the next 6 months, life is going to be even more amazing then what it is now. I am just dipping my feet and following my joy!

So I want to document this beginning because I have been blessed with a few opportunities and now that I have opened up and stated to some of my friends my intentions... I am getting support and I never knew how before but people are wanting to help!

There's a lot going on and I need to stay focused. I cannot let my moods get into the way of my life... I'm pretty certain that I am done exploring that avenue but if it happens then so be it.

Currently... I have 3 main projects going on that will all contribute to a better life for myself. However, I will go through all parts of my life:

1. Health/Fitness:

I just bought a gym pass yesterday and so I will be starting to work out today. My goal is to feel healthier, look slimmer, and to be a better physical version of me now. I want to be able to feel confident wearing a bathing suit because I will be hitting up some sunny beaches in the next 2 months... so it's serious! I have also put money into juicing and trying not to starve myself unintentionally.

2. Relationships

It's almost my 10 years anniversary with my boyfriend. My priority is to be able to provide him love and support always and to remind him that even though I am getting busier, I am not ignoring him. He's a kid at heart... And also trying to be patient with his grumpiness. It's interesting to see the shift... he's become a lot grumpier. Well, that's what love is. You have to deal with your partner's moods. Just don't take it personally and tell them when their mood is affecting yours.

3. Mental Health:

I have a life coach now and just started this week. I am in the process of exploring more of myself but with the assistant of someone whom I have just met. I am so thankful for this experience as I believe it will be life-changing. The next 3 months, I know will come by fast but I am savoring this moment. My mind space is a lot clearer and like I said before, I am moody. But I am now keeping busy, so my mind can take a break. I am quickly conquering my fears... I am being challenged to come out of my comfort zone from supportive people. I can do it. I know I can. I must. Why? Because it's my passion right now and I just have to go for it.

4. Career

I have decided to launch my teaching business! I have decided to be committed to it and to give it a try. That means putting my heart and soul into it. I don't know where it will lead but all I know is that in 6 months' time... it will not be like where I am right now. I can do it. The universe supports me in all the thoughts that I make. I am learning how to be an entrepreneur, a better communicator, and someone who is not afraid to be themselves. There's so much to do... it's a little overwhelming but I feel like I can do it. Once I look into it a little more, I will be able to shape it to what I want. There's never certainty in anything. I just got to give it a try!