Sunday 13 December 2015
Listening Cafe - How may we serve you today?
Listening Cafe / Rough Notes Draft
Listening is a very powerful way to show gratitude, appreciation, and compassion for all. Listening space is an earnest and intentional space to share ideas, curiosities, and to ask questions. Kindness is all that we ask for our visitors as we are all here on our own unique journeys. We also ask everyone to be open minded, authentic, and curious. Don't forget the first invitation is to listen and chat is to smile. SMILE.
Have you ever walked into a cafe and felt a wanting to spark up a conversation with someone? The listening cafe is just for this... it is a place to serve you not only delicious food and drinks but also to serve you. If you're feeling low, you can come and chat. If you're feeling proud, then you can come and share. So many of us crave for conversations and to share our situations, dreams, and realities... If you have a voice or something to share, you can freely share this. Imagine a space where people gather to share their life experiences and to simply chat. A place with the intention to serve others and yourself good food and good conversations. A place where strangers come in with the intention to meet other people. How about making a connection with someone and co-creating a special experience?
How to facilitate the listening cafe? Ideas.
1. Servers: How may I serve you? (Two meanings: What kind of food/drinks? What can I do to make your life better today) Delicious food where people want to come back for food. Organic food to allow for organic conversations to start.
2. Board on the wall: Question of the month (What do you think love is?)
3. Conversation Starters: Question notes on Mason Jars to get it going. Fill in the blank questions to share with a stranger. How to also end a conversation.
4. Reminders: Come in with an open mind and an open heart. Come to eat and drink delicious food and then replenish with a more open mind and compassionate space.
5. Books & Art for sale: Books on the matters of the heart, listening, and compassion. Donated books also to borrow and share and lend.
6. Delicious food that grows also in the studio with plants.
7. Kids art and creations area for play and curiosity building
8. Proceeds to support local businesses and nonprofit organizations
9. Inspired by K cafes. Share your experience. Wall of Dreams Cafe: Sharing wonderful dreams or wishing slips (inspired by Korean cafe) 1 Minute videos broadcasted online to share ideas.
10. Separate studio art space for gatherings/events/workshops: Meetings, Music, Listening How to, Parenting, Spiritual, Art...
11. Why not come to listen to music? listen to comedies? listen to inspirational talks?
The look is very natural with wood. Imagine a warm, bright, and caring space that is moldable and buildable where anything is possible.
Quick update: My guides... and my feelings within.
The other night after I made my post... a glimmer of sparkle appeared in my room. It did catch me off guard as it was high above the wall but I know it was all that was needed for me to see. I gave a quick smile as I realized that as much as I like to sometimes play the 'lonely' game... I know I am not. Why is it so easy to forget our connections daily? I know I am awakening to living this life daily but sometimes in the middle of my thoughts, I forget. I simply forget. It is as if I forget to only discover the pleasures of finding again. It is as if finding and remembering are little packets of gifts that I send to myself... in moments of despair. I guess that's the human life with it's tribulations and challenges. I am thankful that I am connected... I also got the idea or the thought which came to me afterwards that perhaps I have been integrating many aspects of myself.
Hence, it is all within me and the thought of wanting to see it outside of me still harbours on the idea that I don't believe that it is all me or that I am the creator of the my reality and universe. I find so many meanings in every day life... from the smallest things to the larger things. All this knowledge and analyzing and deciphering really makes me appreciate this lifetime here. I am at times just living in my own reality. How lucky am I? But we are all lucky in actuality because we get to play the roles that we always wanted...whether we know it consciously or not.
We play the roles that we play because we believe this is the way or one of the ways to best benefit ourselves and the world. I sometimes feel like we are energy in a petri dish...there but not there. Seen and not seen and only visible to those who know where to look. I am letting my thoughts run right now and this is what I am thinking. I usually try not to edit my thoughts unless for the perusal spelling errors. I like to write down my thoughts because this is what I think about in merely 5 minutes... Imagine all day except for when I am doing my projects or sleeping or socializing. It's fun though! :)
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The reason also why I wanted to post an update today was because I had a strange feeling during noon. I felt like I was hungry? Or... I was not sure but I was thinking about eating a particular type of food. Then suddenly this burst of happiness and energy expanded from my stomach area and upwards towards my face as I suddenly smiled. I cannot really pinpoint exactly if I have felt this kind of energy coming from me before...but it was a warm feeling (not physical) but a warm like feeling that was gentle yet powerful.
It felt like a wave of endorphins rushed over me and I was smiling from side to side. I just wanted to remember this moment because I suddenly now had the moment of clarity that it may of came from something more. I forgot about the chakras but remembered them just now. Indeed I feel like it did come from the third chakra and that is the solar plexus. The solar plexus chakra (Googled link) is where I just learned that is it the centre of our willpower.
Excerpt below taken from link above.
The Solar Plexus Chakra, located between the navel and solar plexus, is the core of our personality, our identity, of our ego.
The third chakra is the center of willpower. While the Sacral chakra seeks pleasure and enjoyment, the third chakra is all about the perception of who you are.
The gift of this chakra is sensing your personal power, being confident, responsible, and reliable.
The third chakra is the center of your self-esteem, your willpower, self-discipline, as well as warmth in your personality.
The energy of this chakra allows you to transform inertia into action and movement. It allows you to meet challenges and mover forward in your life.
Why do I say this? I believe it's because in my belief system. I see that we are the viewers of our lives. Therefore, we are the ones who make the judgements and the condemnation. This does not mean that I allow this to continue happening but I take the moment to think outside of myself. I connect with the bigger meaning and the possible reasons behind the acts. I make a discernment that while this is not cool for me...I will not let it affect my memories and cells. I know human beings are not perfect. In fact, no one is and that is the reality of things.
We do things out of reactive impulses and especially when we are not connected to our true inner selves. We grow up in situations or choose to choose to be in situations sometimes for whatever reason. I don't forget but I choose not to let it affect me daily. I forgive because I choose to cancel out all the karma and the negative energy that comes within harbouring a possible growth in hate, hopelessness, and fear. I love you because if I don't love you then I don't truly love myself. I want to love myself because I know it is a reflection of myself to the universe that I want to embody while I am here.
Could you imagine if we as a whole nation of beings coming together to express sorry, forgiveness, and above all love? Just imagine it for a second... and then increase to 20 seconds. Imagine that and we would be one step closer to what we wish for the world and for our children.
I guess you can say... I think the way you speak to yourself and to others daily make a profound effect in your life. I don't know how to explain the physics of things and I am not going to even start. All I know is... life is an experiment and I like to try things with the most positive intention. It is fun and exciting to me!
When I was young... I never understood the idea of being a monk. I thought...what a waste of time. What is the point of sitting and meditating all day? Why not take action? Why not make a difference? It was also my initial journey of questioning and of why certain things were happening in the world. I was not aware of the idea of 'energy' much less than what I only learned in Grade 8 science about atoms and protons. Why did they not teach us more than that? Why if everything was made up of atomic elements...then why weren't we taught the connection to ourselves? Of course, I understand why. The teachers did not know...they regurgitated what was taught to them or what was in the curriculum. They were young teachers anyways, straight out of university and just doing their job. Why would they question what was already been taught? They may even be judged for bringing elements of their beliefs in their teachings. So, I understand and I forgive them for their circumstances.
I think looking back... I always felt a sense of responsibility. Ever since I was in Grade 4, I always thought of myself as someone who would make a difference in the world. I had such a need to help others and to put myself out there to make a difference. Somehow down the road, I forgot about all that...and I was much more simple minded too back then. I excelled and I was inspiring to my fellow classmates. I'm happy that I was able to inspire them as they would later tell me. I never doubted my confidence and I was never cocky about it. I worked hard. The reason why was because I cared and I worked hard. I was bullied but I never showed hate towards my bullies...I confronted them or remained true to me despite the physical pains. Beneath all of that, I put myself 100% in everything that I did.
And then I forgot. I know I keep mentioning about me forgetting but I did. I forgot who I really was...and I fell into depression. Because I started to doubt myself and compared myself to others. I started to let delusions take over and procrastinate. I lost my sense of childlikeness who believed in everything and in others. I forgot my connection to myself...
Update while re-reading my post: I realized that we cannot blame others for what we do not know and did not know at that time. It is our responsibility to seek the answers that speak our truth and to remember our connection to others and ourselves.
But monks do make a difference in the world. They balance out all the negative energy that is spread in pockets of the world... in face they envelop a blanket over all of this and putting out an energy of love, peace, and compassion. Look at the Dalai lama and you will know what I mean. Everyone plays an important role no matter how big or small. I now realize that this is so important...and so I am thankful for those who put away their materials needs to benefit the humankind. I won't be a monk in this lifetime but I'm sure a part of my multidimensional self has been.
That's the thing... it's about connecting and remembering our multidimensional selves. When we are able to recognize this we will realize that everything is us. If we speak loving kind words to everything, we are speaking loving kind words to ourselves. Whatever happened in the past is the past and as cliche as that sounds it is literally in the past. I think I have been through a lot...there's a lot of secrets that for sure could of overtaken my life story but I don't choose to live in that victimhood. Why? It is too tiring to be in that life... that is why. I just want to explore my best potential. Just remember, everyone is or has gone through shit. It is never as easy as it seems and if it was you I hope you remember how much you've gone through and how much you are loved.
But alas, I'm happy that I still have memories of my younger self which I am choosing some to shape my over identity. I do believe that we are always changing and growing. In fact, I do not like stability. I feel like stability to me means that I am constantly changing and growing. I do feel like I do not live the life of many others... in fact I am coming into terms with this. I chose to live the life that I want to and I need to keep going. :)
I completely went off tangent but that's okay. I write this to remind myself of what I was like and where I am. I write this as a mental note that everything's going to be okay. And if it does help someone...then I am very thankful for this.
I just want to note a few videos that I have been watching just today to put together some of my thoughts. I hope you'll give them a try.
Goosebump Feelings from these videos:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHcZjk0YtKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5xZyvbxUeY
Life's Eternal Liberator - Matt Kahn/TrueDivineNature.com
What coincidence! Thank you for the inspiration and reminder. Just the video I wanted to hear from my previous thoughts.
Listen to the above talk with this mediation video below. :)
Monday 7 December 2015
Hello!
I feel like I have been doing bi-yearly updates! Why, hello again! Saying the word hello reminds me of Adele's current top song 'Song'. I just love the timbre of her voice... it's emotional, powerful, yet understating. I just love the 'Hello' part.
It's been awhile and I just had the spur of the moment thought to update on this blog.
Life has been interesting. I have sprung forward into following my passions and it's been a lot of fun and a lot of work when you're your own boss. Besides this and when I have downtime, my thoughts do tend to form and ponder about a few things...
Some of the interesting thoughts I have are...
"Why am I doing this?" - Do I need a reason such as passion in my story?
"Why do I have to do this?"- Could I just not sleep all day?
"Why work so hard?" - Do I need to do something to prove that I am capable or responsible in this world?
"Why don't I just follow the crowd and get a regular job?" - Life could be mundane but at least you get weekends off...
"What am I doing here?" - I am my body and I have my mind. But what is my existence here at this time?
It's interesting because... I have asked these questions when I was depressed too. Now, I am coming from a perspective of not being depressed so I find this interesting too.
Bashar talks about following your passion and then if it's not exciting then move on to the next. I find that this is very exhilarating but when you follow your passion you must also share this passion with others to keep the moment going and connect with others who feel the same.
I guess... lately sometimes I feel just numb in the world. I do see so much going on but I remind myself that I am the only me here at this time and how can I make my time here worthwhile. How can I live my life fully? Then I came to realize recently that I still have a fear...and while I have recognized it too, I still seem to be choosing it as part of my life story. I intend to let it go soon but there's something there that is intriguing too. I ask myself... why am I afraid that I won't be able to make it alone? I know I am not physically alone but I mean in the earnest of things like having my own home and owning my own things. For some reason, I have a fear of not being able to support myself. Yet, I go out there and start my own business to support myself too. It's very ironic and it contradicting. I know I have so much support and perhaps this is an issue to do with money. I think a part of me wants more money yet a part of me relies on myself too much to make the money. I am curious to make more money not because I am money hungry but because I think it's something that I genuinely am a bit afraid of. Money is just energy and I know I can attract. I am easily amazed by how some people attract this type of abundance in their life. I know I can attract it but I'm not sure where my fear is... perhaps is it because I have never once had a full time job in my life? Yes, it seems weird because in society to not have a full time job is like... what are you doing? But at the same time... I am surviving. I don't want to wish upon myself disaster in order for me to grow... I get that there are different realities that I can choose and I am not interested in those life altering moments. I know I can let go of this fear...
But in the midst of all this, I am busy and having fun! I also realized that I have stopped relying on listening to anything... I know it's so weird. Maybe I am applying all that I have learned now... but I find myself not needing all the information. Yes, once in awhile I do but I don't rely on it. I just go on with my day and live in the moment. Which also worries me because I sometimes feel like I am not connected. For instance, I don't get any more visions. I don't see or feel anything. In fact, I just feel like I am alone. This is not a negative feeling or a depressing feeling. I just feel still and for someone who thinks and rambles a lot... this empty space is interesting. I am also thankful that I am forgetful which makes emotional experiences less toxicating.
Has anyone gone to this state? I question this because I have created my own reality. I constantly say, "No, thank you" or "thank you" to many circumstances aloud. For someone who relies so much on outer acknowledgement, I somehow now feel like man... I have to acknowledge myself. I mean I'm sure my guardian angels and so forth spiritual mentors are around but I don't sense or feel anyone. I'm not going to lie...it makes me feel a little sad. Hence, I sometimes wonder if I am doing the right thing... I really hope so. I just want to be the best me!
I have now even openly allowed myself to open my third eye. But I don't see anything..or I have created such a strong reality that I just filter through all that. I just want to say 'Hello' and tell all my guides that I miss you and I hope you're doing well. I am doing okay but it would be nice to reconnect some day. I know with my clearer mind that I am very focused... I just hope I am living the best life that I can. I just want to help and be the best version I can for the world. I want to be living proof of what my dreams and beliefs are. I don't want to die a hero but to live a life that was fulfilling. I cherish so many things... because I don't know if I'll be back on Earth the next time around. Well, actually I have decided not to return. But I'm sure in parallel realities I'll still be around. Until then, I really cherish all human beings, animals, plants, and everything. I just cherish these special memories because everything is just a blink away.
In case I do become really wealthy one day, I just want to say that I take it as a humbling experience to further my gifts and other's gifts. I intend to use it to benefit society in the most positive way and to create opportunities and experiences that uplift humanity and all beings. I am very strong minded and heart minded and I am not easily manipulated. This is because I choose not to be and I know I cannot help or save everyone. But everyone deserves a chance...good or bad we are all here to learn and grow. I am sending a message to my future self...to remember that I did manifest it and it is now my responsibility to use it well and to share this knowledge that they too can create for themselves. I'm sorry if I am not able to help all that asks...but know that your asking means that you want a better life for yourself and therefore your asking will lead to many more solutions to your challenges. I have utmost respect for those who are not afraid to ask for help and I forgive all who may not think it is fair. If we vibe on the same level, I'm more than willing to help. If we can work together to create a more loving world, then let's connect. Remember, it is my choice and you too have choices. Love, peace, and compassion to all who are kind, caring, and graceful.
I hope you are all living your life and even if it's tough...stay positive. Everyone is unique and special. I wish you all well. :)
XoXo
It's been awhile and I just had the spur of the moment thought to update on this blog.
Life has been interesting. I have sprung forward into following my passions and it's been a lot of fun and a lot of work when you're your own boss. Besides this and when I have downtime, my thoughts do tend to form and ponder about a few things...
Some of the interesting thoughts I have are...
"Why am I doing this?" - Do I need a reason such as passion in my story?
"Why do I have to do this?"- Could I just not sleep all day?
"Why work so hard?" - Do I need to do something to prove that I am capable or responsible in this world?
"Why don't I just follow the crowd and get a regular job?" - Life could be mundane but at least you get weekends off...
"What am I doing here?" - I am my body and I have my mind. But what is my existence here at this time?
It's interesting because... I have asked these questions when I was depressed too. Now, I am coming from a perspective of not being depressed so I find this interesting too.
Bashar talks about following your passion and then if it's not exciting then move on to the next. I find that this is very exhilarating but when you follow your passion you must also share this passion with others to keep the moment going and connect with others who feel the same.
I guess... lately sometimes I feel just numb in the world. I do see so much going on but I remind myself that I am the only me here at this time and how can I make my time here worthwhile. How can I live my life fully? Then I came to realize recently that I still have a fear...and while I have recognized it too, I still seem to be choosing it as part of my life story. I intend to let it go soon but there's something there that is intriguing too. I ask myself... why am I afraid that I won't be able to make it alone? I know I am not physically alone but I mean in the earnest of things like having my own home and owning my own things. For some reason, I have a fear of not being able to support myself. Yet, I go out there and start my own business to support myself too. It's very ironic and it contradicting. I know I have so much support and perhaps this is an issue to do with money. I think a part of me wants more money yet a part of me relies on myself too much to make the money. I am curious to make more money not because I am money hungry but because I think it's something that I genuinely am a bit afraid of. Money is just energy and I know I can attract. I am easily amazed by how some people attract this type of abundance in their life. I know I can attract it but I'm not sure where my fear is... perhaps is it because I have never once had a full time job in my life? Yes, it seems weird because in society to not have a full time job is like... what are you doing? But at the same time... I am surviving. I don't want to wish upon myself disaster in order for me to grow... I get that there are different realities that I can choose and I am not interested in those life altering moments. I know I can let go of this fear...
But in the midst of all this, I am busy and having fun! I also realized that I have stopped relying on listening to anything... I know it's so weird. Maybe I am applying all that I have learned now... but I find myself not needing all the information. Yes, once in awhile I do but I don't rely on it. I just go on with my day and live in the moment. Which also worries me because I sometimes feel like I am not connected. For instance, I don't get any more visions. I don't see or feel anything. In fact, I just feel like I am alone. This is not a negative feeling or a depressing feeling. I just feel still and for someone who thinks and rambles a lot... this empty space is interesting. I am also thankful that I am forgetful which makes emotional experiences less toxicating.
Has anyone gone to this state? I question this because I have created my own reality. I constantly say, "No, thank you" or "thank you" to many circumstances aloud. For someone who relies so much on outer acknowledgement, I somehow now feel like man... I have to acknowledge myself. I mean I'm sure my guardian angels and so forth spiritual mentors are around but I don't sense or feel anyone. I'm not going to lie...it makes me feel a little sad. Hence, I sometimes wonder if I am doing the right thing... I really hope so. I just want to be the best me!
I have now even openly allowed myself to open my third eye. But I don't see anything..or I have created such a strong reality that I just filter through all that. I just want to say 'Hello' and tell all my guides that I miss you and I hope you're doing well. I am doing okay but it would be nice to reconnect some day. I know with my clearer mind that I am very focused... I just hope I am living the best life that I can. I just want to help and be the best version I can for the world. I want to be living proof of what my dreams and beliefs are. I don't want to die a hero but to live a life that was fulfilling. I cherish so many things... because I don't know if I'll be back on Earth the next time around. Well, actually I have decided not to return. But I'm sure in parallel realities I'll still be around. Until then, I really cherish all human beings, animals, plants, and everything. I just cherish these special memories because everything is just a blink away.
In case I do become really wealthy one day, I just want to say that I take it as a humbling experience to further my gifts and other's gifts. I intend to use it to benefit society in the most positive way and to create opportunities and experiences that uplift humanity and all beings. I am very strong minded and heart minded and I am not easily manipulated. This is because I choose not to be and I know I cannot help or save everyone. But everyone deserves a chance...good or bad we are all here to learn and grow. I am sending a message to my future self...to remember that I did manifest it and it is now my responsibility to use it well and to share this knowledge that they too can create for themselves. I'm sorry if I am not able to help all that asks...but know that your asking means that you want a better life for yourself and therefore your asking will lead to many more solutions to your challenges. I have utmost respect for those who are not afraid to ask for help and I forgive all who may not think it is fair. If we vibe on the same level, I'm more than willing to help. If we can work together to create a more loving world, then let's connect. Remember, it is my choice and you too have choices. Love, peace, and compassion to all who are kind, caring, and graceful.
I hope you are all living your life and even if it's tough...stay positive. Everyone is unique and special. I wish you all well. :)
XoXo
Wednesday 8 July 2015
Just going to free flow and write...
Hello Well-wishers,
My mind is filled with mixed emotions. I am noticing that I wrote mind instead of heart... Hm... It is a daily challenge and I just want to say that it is hard. What's hard? Starting up two passionate careers of mine at the same time and growing it. I feel like I birth twins and I have a lot of mixed emotional feelings. I guess I want to sort them out.
1. It's friggin' difficult and challenging.
The beginning will always be hard. I am aware of the fruits of labour... yet this time it is different. Why? Because my destiny is fully in my hands. I do not have a pay check to fall upon and for the first time in my life... I realized that I just become self-employed. The words self-employed and entrepreneur are still slightly foreign in my reality. Have I really made a claim to the world that I am worthy of my own future? Have I made a claim to the world that I am now responsible for my own future. These thoughts are nerve racking but I am humbled and thankful. It's friggin' challenging because there is a lot to do and more than I can ever imagine. I just want to I guess vent a bit... it's a lot of work but it's worth it because I am doing what I love. But, it's a lot of work and I put my heart into everything. I know I can handle challenges... going through depression, rejection, and all that stuff makes me appreciate my own existence and others who are able to overcome and thrive.
2. Following your passion and Bashar's passion principal.
If you were to ask me this question, are you following your passion? My answer will be, "yes". Last year I made a promise to myself that I would follow my passions. No matter how difficult or how unknown it may be, I told myself that I would live out my excitement. I want to cry at this thought because I am still human and I still waiver from time to time. What if I just find a job? Be like everyone else? Work it up? Prove myself to others...? But when I am at my lowest, I manage to dig myself out of my hole and remember what my boyfriend told me and that is to appreciate everything that I have, to acknowledge how far I have come, and to be thankful that you can perceive the ability to do this. I sometimes wonder, is this the right thing to do? Will it support me? I know deep down that the universe will support any of my endeavours but do I fully believe in myself? I believe I do but sometimes the doubts and urgency creep in. Then I wonder whose timeline am I following? Is it the end of the world if things don't work out? It's not. Then I remember all the human beings and animals around the world who are suffering... and I know that I am in a privileged place. I feel emotional because I believe in myself wholeheartedly but everything takes time and I know I can do it. Can you imagine that this is how my thoughts work all day? It's been 10 minutes and I have already felt all these emotions. Maybe this is part of a life of a multi-passionate entrepreneur... it's up and down and twisty and windy and just all over your face. I just want to be an example of what my philosophy of life is. How am I an effective teacher if I am only a preacher? To me, a fulfilled life is one where you live your truths and you share your gifts with the world.
3. Shifting Shift Shift Shift
All of my changes in my reality has been because of one major thing that I have been practising. Do you know what this is? Shifting. I will be honest. I sometimes linger longer on certain feelings... not sure why but I guess to feel it out and to experience it. But I know the general rule is to shift into the frequency and vibration that I prefer. How? Begin by altering some muscles in your body... this could be breathing, smiling, walking, or some sort of physical movement. Maybe it's connecting with someone, hugging, or sleeping. As you hold on this kind of physical movement without too much thought, you are already shifting away from your current thoughts. And if you waive back and forth, keep working on this. The actual shift is when you have those recurrent thoughts again and you choose to react to it differently than you did the first time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dM3VP7Tn0OQ
This video of Bashar makes me feel like I do need to work on my inner workings and be up to date with the energies which is another reason why I am going for my dreams.
4. Struggles with should, would, and could...
I know these words are not the most effective words as they often lead to living in the past and not being in the present moment. I feel like I am close to another break through but I am feeling out these feelings and working through them. Integrating them as best as I can. I am aware that what's suppose to happen will have happened and what's not is not a big deal. Sometimes I am so hard on myself that I do paralyze my mental state and I get sick and I don't want to do anything. Sometimes I keep thinking that I should be here right now but it almost seems like I went through a lot in order to appreciate this moment. The most wonderful thing that keeps my spirit up is probably the amount of support that I am receiving from my family and friends. No one has undermined me and in fact all I get a praises and unconditional support. The pressure is just on myself and how much I want it to succeed. I cannot wait to have an assistant one day... I feel like I have so many ideas and projects to contribute to bettering the world and I am working to get there too. Every week I am blessed with gifts... whether it is a kind encouragement or a physical thing that has appeared when I need it. It does make life so much more magical. I want to give back to those who have been so kind and generous. I hope they know how much I appreciate all of this. It's hard when I am so self-absorbed in my business and this is a critical time in my life. Well, critical as in I have lots of opportunities to create and succeed.
It's weird. Sometimes I feel like I probably can do a Ted Talk one day. I will have to boil down my thoughts and ideas but until then I will just keep doing what I am doing. I am going to treat myself nicely this week... sleep and travel is not the only way to treat myself. I want to feel well and being sick for over a week and a half has definitely put a stop and toll on my energy.
I also think about the future and how I want my life to be in several years when I envision myself being engaged and married... how will that life look like? We all have 24 hours a day..so how do I manage it all? I guess that is the next level of challenge that will come up before having children. =P To be honest, having children is not what I feel is challenging... it's more of making sure myself, my husband, and my family and friends are well taken cared of. I never really had these thoughts before but they just crept up just now. There's still so much more to experience and I am truly thankful for being alive at this time in Earth. While disclosure may not happen during my early years, I am certain that it will happen. Until then, I am sure there will be alternative ways to exist. At this moment, I certainly do feel that I am integrating into a 4 dimensional being. I do not buy into all the 3D realities because I know there's more to it then just what we perceive in this reality. I no longer associate myself to too much drama. It's just not my vibe and I have matured enough to be able to excuse myself from those type of situations. Yes, there is and still are a lot of tragedies happening on Earth but this is the polarized theme that we are experiencing. We will experience the most challenging and suffering experiences as a collective and we will also experience unconditional love and gratitude. When you realize that both realities exist, you can make the choice of which reality you want to be a part of. Could you imagine if the whole world just shifted just by changing their attitude or one belief. The idea of segregation too will always make it you against me instead of us. I just don't vibe with that. Even now, I am not looking for people who are competitive. I am looking to work with people who are supportive and who are confident in their abilities to stand true to themselves. There is more than enough for everyone and we do not need to fight. This is not to say that competition is negative, in fact competition has accelerated our modes of living, thinking, and execution of things to make our lives better. Why do I work with children? There is an aspect of childhood that lives in the dreams.. the ideas of infinite possibilities... the realm of confidence and conscience which I find inspiring. I remember Bashar saying that if everyone can tap into their inner child's imagination then we would all be non-fearful of conscious creation or our own true self. I believe this is a lot of babbling but maybe you get what I mean. When you go through spirituality, you will witness the goods and the not so goods. Instead of judging immediately, be neutral to the situation and see if it fits your reality. If not, leave it. If so, integrate it. That's it. Each moment we become more ourselves if we allow ourselves to continuously be curious, open-minded, and loving.
Whenever I write post here, I just start crying. It's really a mix of emotions and I feel like the whole universe wants to support me. I am aware that I just need to chill out and not take life so seriously. To be honest, I just want to be the best version of me. I know there's a lot more abundance coming and I am preparing for more output. So in the meantime, I do need to feed my soul with spirituality, positivity, good food, and keep my body healthy and energized so I can do more. Without the latter, I just feel drained. I remember Michelle Pham (beauty guru) mentioning that if we continuously give, we may feel drained. And we need to learn how to balance that out so that we have enough energy to keep going. She's such a real inspiration to me and I remember reading her blog when she was just in high school. I may be late in doing my own thing but I am still inspired.
How is my depression going?
I have shifted enough universes to say that I am not depressed. Having said that, remnants of my own self-worth do prop up especially when time gets hard and I hear my ego telling me to just hide and not do anything... to the point of ignoring and not dealing with my emotions. So I remind myself to ask for the angels and guides for help and I send myself positive energy. Then I ask for the angels to clear my energy so that it's not some sort of debris that is floating around and that I have picked up because I am low in energy and need some energy. As a reminder, everything is energy. Even thoughts and beliefs are energy that is floating around... Our body is an amazing antennae that can pick up certain frequencies so we are not in like 20 different realities at once. So sometimes other peoples thoughts you might unconsciously pick it up or from someone walking by, someone chatting at the coffee shop, watching t.v., reading a book, or being around people who are low in energy or doing hurtful things to themselves. I know there's a lot going on... personally I have even encountered low spirits who attach to people who use substance abuse. So... I just pray for everyone. There's nothing to be scared of because at the end of the day. Think about this... Imagine you're looking at the mirror and this is inspired by Bashar. Imagine you're looking at a mirror and you notice yourself sad... you do not yell at the mirror to change it to happy. Because the mirror is a reflection of you and so for any change to occur, you need to smile. The same goes to now stepping back and seeing other people in the mirror. You're looking at them and they are not being kind or they may be judgemental. Heck, you're probably making a quick judgement anyways. The truth of the matter is while perhaps they do have a judgement about you, the question you have to ask yourself is do you accept this judgement? If so, then you will continue reflecting that judgement in unbelievable scenarios with them. However, to be honest... most people when they look at the mirror, they usually are looking at themselves first. They might take a glance at you, but most people are focused on their own reflection. So, don't be discouraged if someone is not flashing a smile at you. They might be going through some tough challenging stuff and you would not know unless they told you. There's a million things that can be firing up in people's minds. Now think about this, when you do smile inward and really an authentic smile appears and you notice your smiling reflection, someone else may catch a glimpse of your smile. And if you look around and you are being your true self and smiling at the moment, do you know what that creates? A domino affect. Curiosity will sprung and the people who want to be apart of this domino affect will instantly line up and reflect that smile back to you. In this one moment, because you were being your true self, you showed them that they can also be their true self. That they are accepted and that they are acknowledged just as you acknowledged yourself. The idea is that domino effects are not as hard to create and it really only requires a gentle nudge. It does not require force and no one is forcing anyone to do anything. Like what Mahatma Gandhi said... "In a gentle way, you can shake the world." This can begin with a smile or it can begin with a message, a quote, a art, a video...whatever creative ways.
If you do not believe in your abilities or gifts right now, then that's okay. Today might not be your best day but there's always tomorrow and rather for eternity you can be working on this. You will just come back and work on this until you shift. And you know what? I have decided that's its okay for some people to be stuck. You want the best for them but what's best for them is when they decide that they want to be free. What's free? It depends on your belief. If it sways to the negative, then you can stay there. If it swings positive, then you will know the feeling. Freedom to me means financial freedom, creative freedom, label free, and peace... like the gentle wind blowing in your face. I remember during my darkest moments where I was crying in my room many times, I would see tinkers of light. In a gentle way, I (another part of myself) was sending myself reminders that there is light out of this darkness. I remember vividly and perhaps I was meant to go through this journey. I know now that being curious and open-minded is what has helped me get to where I was. Also, knowing that I'm part of something greater was also helpful. I just want to say that these are my thoughts at this moment. They are ever changing and evolving as I am presently here on Earth. I say it in this way because I do have beliefs that I am visitor and that I have a lot of friends or multiples lives who I have enlisted for help as I am here on this journey. I want to just extend this gratitude to the invisible and the visible and to the universe and beyond. All I know is that love is what transcends all boundaries and I also know that love is expressed in many different ways. I will try to remind myself that most everybody is trying their best to be loving in ways that they know how. Our environment, our cultures, our background and many of those perspectives is a way that we are learning to love. Love is an energy and you are love right now because if you were not loved then you would not be able to find this post or read about this. Furthermore, love is all around you when you begin to appreciate the simpleness and beauty of life. Just look at the sunset, listen to the ocean, visit a waterfall, or go somewhere you've never explored before and you will see the love that emanates from these natural environments. Whoever created them were sure passionate to create a beautiful place so that we can find solace and love. There are many realities... which one do you choose? In the end, it's all in your head. But know that is real because of your experiences and your emotions. It sure is a once in a life time opportunity because next time you might come back as something else... maybe a tree, a bug, another being? Who knows... I feel like my true self or higher mind is speaking through me. I may not have all the answers to the problems in the world but I sure can remind myself to shift to finding answers. It's been an hour now so it's time for me to rest up.
Thank you for listening and for your time. If you have any feedback, please feel free to leave it down below or any questions. I know a lot of people are going through tough times and I also know a lot of people are living their lives. It's not really about where you should be... but where are you now? What is it in your life that you would like to change? How long will you give yourself before you are able to change? If you cannot, will you give up? How about instead of giving up to just go with the flow and just do it. Showing up at the doorstep is better than never being able to perceive the doors. A lot of people no matter what age still have a lot of opportunities in life. Never ever give up and persevere. It's a lot of work and I am not going to tell you that it is easy. But, all the work that you do on yourself will contribute to a world that you prefer... and you will see the same people but when they perceive you they too will reflect to you another side of themselves. And if not, be gentle and let them be. They too are going through their own experiences. Nothing is permanent but everything is as real as you make it to be.
Goodnight. <3 <3 <3
Much love.
My mind is filled with mixed emotions. I am noticing that I wrote mind instead of heart... Hm... It is a daily challenge and I just want to say that it is hard. What's hard? Starting up two passionate careers of mine at the same time and growing it. I feel like I birth twins and I have a lot of mixed emotional feelings. I guess I want to sort them out.
1. It's friggin' difficult and challenging.
The beginning will always be hard. I am aware of the fruits of labour... yet this time it is different. Why? Because my destiny is fully in my hands. I do not have a pay check to fall upon and for the first time in my life... I realized that I just become self-employed. The words self-employed and entrepreneur are still slightly foreign in my reality. Have I really made a claim to the world that I am worthy of my own future? Have I made a claim to the world that I am now responsible for my own future. These thoughts are nerve racking but I am humbled and thankful. It's friggin' challenging because there is a lot to do and more than I can ever imagine. I just want to I guess vent a bit... it's a lot of work but it's worth it because I am doing what I love. But, it's a lot of work and I put my heart into everything. I know I can handle challenges... going through depression, rejection, and all that stuff makes me appreciate my own existence and others who are able to overcome and thrive.
2. Following your passion and Bashar's passion principal.
If you were to ask me this question, are you following your passion? My answer will be, "yes". Last year I made a promise to myself that I would follow my passions. No matter how difficult or how unknown it may be, I told myself that I would live out my excitement. I want to cry at this thought because I am still human and I still waiver from time to time. What if I just find a job? Be like everyone else? Work it up? Prove myself to others...? But when I am at my lowest, I manage to dig myself out of my hole and remember what my boyfriend told me and that is to appreciate everything that I have, to acknowledge how far I have come, and to be thankful that you can perceive the ability to do this. I sometimes wonder, is this the right thing to do? Will it support me? I know deep down that the universe will support any of my endeavours but do I fully believe in myself? I believe I do but sometimes the doubts and urgency creep in. Then I wonder whose timeline am I following? Is it the end of the world if things don't work out? It's not. Then I remember all the human beings and animals around the world who are suffering... and I know that I am in a privileged place. I feel emotional because I believe in myself wholeheartedly but everything takes time and I know I can do it. Can you imagine that this is how my thoughts work all day? It's been 10 minutes and I have already felt all these emotions. Maybe this is part of a life of a multi-passionate entrepreneur... it's up and down and twisty and windy and just all over your face. I just want to be an example of what my philosophy of life is. How am I an effective teacher if I am only a preacher? To me, a fulfilled life is one where you live your truths and you share your gifts with the world.
3. Shifting Shift Shift Shift
All of my changes in my reality has been because of one major thing that I have been practising. Do you know what this is? Shifting. I will be honest. I sometimes linger longer on certain feelings... not sure why but I guess to feel it out and to experience it. But I know the general rule is to shift into the frequency and vibration that I prefer. How? Begin by altering some muscles in your body... this could be breathing, smiling, walking, or some sort of physical movement. Maybe it's connecting with someone, hugging, or sleeping. As you hold on this kind of physical movement without too much thought, you are already shifting away from your current thoughts. And if you waive back and forth, keep working on this. The actual shift is when you have those recurrent thoughts again and you choose to react to it differently than you did the first time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dM3VP7Tn0OQ
This video of Bashar makes me feel like I do need to work on my inner workings and be up to date with the energies which is another reason why I am going for my dreams.
4. Struggles with should, would, and could...
I know these words are not the most effective words as they often lead to living in the past and not being in the present moment. I feel like I am close to another break through but I am feeling out these feelings and working through them. Integrating them as best as I can. I am aware that what's suppose to happen will have happened and what's not is not a big deal. Sometimes I am so hard on myself that I do paralyze my mental state and I get sick and I don't want to do anything. Sometimes I keep thinking that I should be here right now but it almost seems like I went through a lot in order to appreciate this moment. The most wonderful thing that keeps my spirit up is probably the amount of support that I am receiving from my family and friends. No one has undermined me and in fact all I get a praises and unconditional support. The pressure is just on myself and how much I want it to succeed. I cannot wait to have an assistant one day... I feel like I have so many ideas and projects to contribute to bettering the world and I am working to get there too. Every week I am blessed with gifts... whether it is a kind encouragement or a physical thing that has appeared when I need it. It does make life so much more magical. I want to give back to those who have been so kind and generous. I hope they know how much I appreciate all of this. It's hard when I am so self-absorbed in my business and this is a critical time in my life. Well, critical as in I have lots of opportunities to create and succeed.
It's weird. Sometimes I feel like I probably can do a Ted Talk one day. I will have to boil down my thoughts and ideas but until then I will just keep doing what I am doing. I am going to treat myself nicely this week... sleep and travel is not the only way to treat myself. I want to feel well and being sick for over a week and a half has definitely put a stop and toll on my energy.
I also think about the future and how I want my life to be in several years when I envision myself being engaged and married... how will that life look like? We all have 24 hours a day..so how do I manage it all? I guess that is the next level of challenge that will come up before having children. =P To be honest, having children is not what I feel is challenging... it's more of making sure myself, my husband, and my family and friends are well taken cared of. I never really had these thoughts before but they just crept up just now. There's still so much more to experience and I am truly thankful for being alive at this time in Earth. While disclosure may not happen during my early years, I am certain that it will happen. Until then, I am sure there will be alternative ways to exist. At this moment, I certainly do feel that I am integrating into a 4 dimensional being. I do not buy into all the 3D realities because I know there's more to it then just what we perceive in this reality. I no longer associate myself to too much drama. It's just not my vibe and I have matured enough to be able to excuse myself from those type of situations. Yes, there is and still are a lot of tragedies happening on Earth but this is the polarized theme that we are experiencing. We will experience the most challenging and suffering experiences as a collective and we will also experience unconditional love and gratitude. When you realize that both realities exist, you can make the choice of which reality you want to be a part of. Could you imagine if the whole world just shifted just by changing their attitude or one belief. The idea of segregation too will always make it you against me instead of us. I just don't vibe with that. Even now, I am not looking for people who are competitive. I am looking to work with people who are supportive and who are confident in their abilities to stand true to themselves. There is more than enough for everyone and we do not need to fight. This is not to say that competition is negative, in fact competition has accelerated our modes of living, thinking, and execution of things to make our lives better. Why do I work with children? There is an aspect of childhood that lives in the dreams.. the ideas of infinite possibilities... the realm of confidence and conscience which I find inspiring. I remember Bashar saying that if everyone can tap into their inner child's imagination then we would all be non-fearful of conscious creation or our own true self. I believe this is a lot of babbling but maybe you get what I mean. When you go through spirituality, you will witness the goods and the not so goods. Instead of judging immediately, be neutral to the situation and see if it fits your reality. If not, leave it. If so, integrate it. That's it. Each moment we become more ourselves if we allow ourselves to continuously be curious, open-minded, and loving.
Whenever I write post here, I just start crying. It's really a mix of emotions and I feel like the whole universe wants to support me. I am aware that I just need to chill out and not take life so seriously. To be honest, I just want to be the best version of me. I know there's a lot more abundance coming and I am preparing for more output. So in the meantime, I do need to feed my soul with spirituality, positivity, good food, and keep my body healthy and energized so I can do more. Without the latter, I just feel drained. I remember Michelle Pham (beauty guru) mentioning that if we continuously give, we may feel drained. And we need to learn how to balance that out so that we have enough energy to keep going. She's such a real inspiration to me and I remember reading her blog when she was just in high school. I may be late in doing my own thing but I am still inspired.
How is my depression going?
I have shifted enough universes to say that I am not depressed. Having said that, remnants of my own self-worth do prop up especially when time gets hard and I hear my ego telling me to just hide and not do anything... to the point of ignoring and not dealing with my emotions. So I remind myself to ask for the angels and guides for help and I send myself positive energy. Then I ask for the angels to clear my energy so that it's not some sort of debris that is floating around and that I have picked up because I am low in energy and need some energy. As a reminder, everything is energy. Even thoughts and beliefs are energy that is floating around... Our body is an amazing antennae that can pick up certain frequencies so we are not in like 20 different realities at once. So sometimes other peoples thoughts you might unconsciously pick it up or from someone walking by, someone chatting at the coffee shop, watching t.v., reading a book, or being around people who are low in energy or doing hurtful things to themselves. I know there's a lot going on... personally I have even encountered low spirits who attach to people who use substance abuse. So... I just pray for everyone. There's nothing to be scared of because at the end of the day. Think about this... Imagine you're looking at the mirror and this is inspired by Bashar. Imagine you're looking at a mirror and you notice yourself sad... you do not yell at the mirror to change it to happy. Because the mirror is a reflection of you and so for any change to occur, you need to smile. The same goes to now stepping back and seeing other people in the mirror. You're looking at them and they are not being kind or they may be judgemental. Heck, you're probably making a quick judgement anyways. The truth of the matter is while perhaps they do have a judgement about you, the question you have to ask yourself is do you accept this judgement? If so, then you will continue reflecting that judgement in unbelievable scenarios with them. However, to be honest... most people when they look at the mirror, they usually are looking at themselves first. They might take a glance at you, but most people are focused on their own reflection. So, don't be discouraged if someone is not flashing a smile at you. They might be going through some tough challenging stuff and you would not know unless they told you. There's a million things that can be firing up in people's minds. Now think about this, when you do smile inward and really an authentic smile appears and you notice your smiling reflection, someone else may catch a glimpse of your smile. And if you look around and you are being your true self and smiling at the moment, do you know what that creates? A domino affect. Curiosity will sprung and the people who want to be apart of this domino affect will instantly line up and reflect that smile back to you. In this one moment, because you were being your true self, you showed them that they can also be their true self. That they are accepted and that they are acknowledged just as you acknowledged yourself. The idea is that domino effects are not as hard to create and it really only requires a gentle nudge. It does not require force and no one is forcing anyone to do anything. Like what Mahatma Gandhi said... "In a gentle way, you can shake the world." This can begin with a smile or it can begin with a message, a quote, a art, a video...whatever creative ways.
If you do not believe in your abilities or gifts right now, then that's okay. Today might not be your best day but there's always tomorrow and rather for eternity you can be working on this. You will just come back and work on this until you shift. And you know what? I have decided that's its okay for some people to be stuck. You want the best for them but what's best for them is when they decide that they want to be free. What's free? It depends on your belief. If it sways to the negative, then you can stay there. If it swings positive, then you will know the feeling. Freedom to me means financial freedom, creative freedom, label free, and peace... like the gentle wind blowing in your face. I remember during my darkest moments where I was crying in my room many times, I would see tinkers of light. In a gentle way, I (another part of myself) was sending myself reminders that there is light out of this darkness. I remember vividly and perhaps I was meant to go through this journey. I know now that being curious and open-minded is what has helped me get to where I was. Also, knowing that I'm part of something greater was also helpful. I just want to say that these are my thoughts at this moment. They are ever changing and evolving as I am presently here on Earth. I say it in this way because I do have beliefs that I am visitor and that I have a lot of friends or multiples lives who I have enlisted for help as I am here on this journey. I want to just extend this gratitude to the invisible and the visible and to the universe and beyond. All I know is that love is what transcends all boundaries and I also know that love is expressed in many different ways. I will try to remind myself that most everybody is trying their best to be loving in ways that they know how. Our environment, our cultures, our background and many of those perspectives is a way that we are learning to love. Love is an energy and you are love right now because if you were not loved then you would not be able to find this post or read about this. Furthermore, love is all around you when you begin to appreciate the simpleness and beauty of life. Just look at the sunset, listen to the ocean, visit a waterfall, or go somewhere you've never explored before and you will see the love that emanates from these natural environments. Whoever created them were sure passionate to create a beautiful place so that we can find solace and love. There are many realities... which one do you choose? In the end, it's all in your head. But know that is real because of your experiences and your emotions. It sure is a once in a life time opportunity because next time you might come back as something else... maybe a tree, a bug, another being? Who knows... I feel like my true self or higher mind is speaking through me. I may not have all the answers to the problems in the world but I sure can remind myself to shift to finding answers. It's been an hour now so it's time for me to rest up.
Thank you for listening and for your time. If you have any feedback, please feel free to leave it down below or any questions. I know a lot of people are going through tough times and I also know a lot of people are living their lives. It's not really about where you should be... but where are you now? What is it in your life that you would like to change? How long will you give yourself before you are able to change? If you cannot, will you give up? How about instead of giving up to just go with the flow and just do it. Showing up at the doorstep is better than never being able to perceive the doors. A lot of people no matter what age still have a lot of opportunities in life. Never ever give up and persevere. It's a lot of work and I am not going to tell you that it is easy. But, all the work that you do on yourself will contribute to a world that you prefer... and you will see the same people but when they perceive you they too will reflect to you another side of themselves. And if not, be gentle and let them be. They too are going through their own experiences. Nothing is permanent but everything is as real as you make it to be.
Goodnight. <3 <3 <3
Much love.
Tuesday 19 May 2015
Updates!
Hello Well-wishers!
It's been a long time since I have updated.
A lot has happened and I am noticing how quickly time to is moving by. Lately, I feel like I have been shifting a lot and through multiple different universes. Of course, I know I am shifting realities daily but once you unlock some of the negative or not so productive belief systems, I do really feel like I am now making quantum leaps. I am very intrigued by this idea of shifting into your desired realities and quantum leaping or what we shall call it miracles. I think it's an exciting process and one does not need too much work or permission to make it happen.
This weekend... I unlocked one of my ongoing life "issues". The need for "approval" for what I am doing and who I am as a person. I know I'm an adult now but I did not realize how much of this actually affected me. Perhaps it's because I was not clear on my goals and I was shy before because I was not sure of myself but now that I have realized through conversations with friends and colleagues that I have been waiting for approval. I do feel like I can let that go. I have proven to myself that I am and I can handle all of that I am creating. Why would I create something that I cannot handle? In fact, the fastest way to grow is to do it. It is to apply what I have learned and take responsibility and go for it. I'm not going to lie to you but I am going for my dreams. I feel so lucky to be able to allow myself to do this and to be emotionally supported by others. I truly believe that anything can happen. I am also aware of the fact that I am constantly creating my reality. A lot of my dreams are coming true because I am making them happen. Even without experience, I am going for it. Even when people doubt, I don't care anymore. I do not need anyone's approval anymore which makes me proud of myself. I finally can let go some of the people's judgements. It feels so free to think that anything can happen. Can you imagine this? I am not going to lie to you but it's been an interesting and difficult journey to get to this point. But, I do not regret it and I see everyone and everything as a teacher. I know I have quantum leaped quite a few multiple realties and I am choosing consciously how I want to live my life. I just have to remember that I am fully supported by the universe and that miracles do happen not only to me but for others. I have so much to give and I feel like I am in the right emotional state of mind. I love what I am doing and I am thankful for this opportunity to create and to continue with my endeavours. I'm having fun!
It's been a long time since I have updated.
A lot has happened and I am noticing how quickly time to is moving by. Lately, I feel like I have been shifting a lot and through multiple different universes. Of course, I know I am shifting realities daily but once you unlock some of the negative or not so productive belief systems, I do really feel like I am now making quantum leaps. I am very intrigued by this idea of shifting into your desired realities and quantum leaping or what we shall call it miracles. I think it's an exciting process and one does not need too much work or permission to make it happen.
This weekend... I unlocked one of my ongoing life "issues". The need for "approval" for what I am doing and who I am as a person. I know I'm an adult now but I did not realize how much of this actually affected me. Perhaps it's because I was not clear on my goals and I was shy before because I was not sure of myself but now that I have realized through conversations with friends and colleagues that I have been waiting for approval. I do feel like I can let that go. I have proven to myself that I am and I can handle all of that I am creating. Why would I create something that I cannot handle? In fact, the fastest way to grow is to do it. It is to apply what I have learned and take responsibility and go for it. I'm not going to lie to you but I am going for my dreams. I feel so lucky to be able to allow myself to do this and to be emotionally supported by others. I truly believe that anything can happen. I am also aware of the fact that I am constantly creating my reality. A lot of my dreams are coming true because I am making them happen. Even without experience, I am going for it. Even when people doubt, I don't care anymore. I do not need anyone's approval anymore which makes me proud of myself. I finally can let go some of the people's judgements. It feels so free to think that anything can happen. Can you imagine this? I am not going to lie to you but it's been an interesting and difficult journey to get to this point. But, I do not regret it and I see everyone and everything as a teacher. I know I have quantum leaped quite a few multiple realties and I am choosing consciously how I want to live my life. I just have to remember that I am fully supported by the universe and that miracles do happen not only to me but for others. I have so much to give and I feel like I am in the right emotional state of mind. I love what I am doing and I am thankful for this opportunity to create and to continue with my endeavours. I'm having fun!
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