Hello Well-Wishers!
It's been almost half a year since I last shared what's been going on... and a lot has happened!
Here are several things that I have noticed about myself:
- Whatever I think, feel, or desire happens! I have learned to be conscious of what my thoughts are at every moment. Sometimes it may not happen right at that moment, but things will happen in like 2 days or so. It's amazing. It's like a miracle. It's supernatural. It's mind-blowing.
- Being super busy again is great! It keeps my mind occupied and I feel like I am contributing to an overall great picture. However, I need to be careful of my health. In the past I would work extremely hard and then would crash. Well, guess what? This happened a couple of days ago and I got myself sick through a severe allergic reaction to fried foods. It shocked my body and even though I am at my busiest time, I have decided to take several days off to recover. Nothing is more important to me than health at this moment. My mental well-being is important as well as my physical well-being. Things will be okay if I am gone for several days. It is not the end of the world.
- A lot of dreams I have never thought of happening so soon are coming... and I am learning how to juggle and manage these new transitions. For once in my life, I have goals. Yes, I have goals and plans. It's kind of amazing since I was severely depressed in a previous alternate reality for several years... so I feel so blessed to even be able to have the foresight to make my dreams into a reality. This only means another dream that I have in mind is also coming into fruition. I do not know when but I know it is coming because these other dreams are manifesting. I am so happy, ecstatic, and thankful. I know I am not the brightest person on Earth but I will tell you this, I know in my heart that I have the purest intentions. What I receive I put it out back into the universe. I do not intend to horde or to accumulate... I share and I know I radiate love. I just have a lot of love to give and if I can manifest more things due to my belief systems then why not? I am blessed and for the amount of time I am here on Earth, I want to make a difference that will last for generations. I don't know how it will come about but I know whatever it is that I am doing... I just keep going. It's a lot of hard work but it's my passions and I just keep doing what I can do.
- I have sort of created my own mental bubble world. I know it's sort of a weird concept but I empowered. I also want to still include all of my spiritual galactic higher well friends and family of any. I feel like they do reach out to me and they know I love to read so they come to me through online videos and articles. I know that's the way I best receive information and I am thankful for having the ability to be able to discern truths and to not buy into fear. I am thankful for the ability to see multiple perspectives at once and to be able to integrate it all. It is a knowingness that I speak of...not literally a sense in the specifics. I know we are all interrelated and the point is the integrate all of the different parts of us together. Yes, there are certain parts of the past that may linger but I have decided to not let that reflect upon my life. Yes, I will accept that it has happened perhaps but no I will not let it continue to fuel me to do certain things. For what? So what? Why are we so entrenched in other people's battles... when we fear we go out to seek for approval and that usually means having support. Having support is great and I am eternally thankful for my galactic families support but I know I cannot depend my life on them.. ultimately it is my choice. No one can make anyone happy, but yourself. Even your family or your partner... no one can. When you truly do love yourself, this will be reflected on how others treat you. When they say they love you, take it as a reflection of the purest form reflecting back to you. Are you reflecting love onto others or hate? Well, you get what you put out so I'm just saying to be aware. Also, you do make a difference. Even if you do not think you do, yes you do. Never underestimate your own strength and use that as an excuse to just scurry past life because no matter what circumstances you been through, you did make the choice to come to Earth so own it. It's a hard lesson to learn but at some point through this entire spiritual evolution process, I did make a choice to come back here. I do not understand the multiple facets of this world however, I have the bigger picture in mind. Perhaps, I was lucky in that I could see it from the bigger picture but that's the key... to keep the bigger picture in mind and to not be so nick picky about our neighbours. I'm not perfect and I have said my fair share but I know at the end of the day, they are who they are because of who they continue to choose to be whether unconsciously or consciously and it is my job to first forgive them for their foolishness and then to love them because they also are a part of me. And I have to ask for forgiveness because I judged them to be foolish because if I judge them to be foolish then I must think a part of me is foolish. Perhaps sometimes I am, so forgive, let go, and just love.
There's a lot going on... and I actually manifested my first illness this past weekend. I had a bad feeling but I decided to not follow my intuition and instead got sick. Maybe my desire to have a break was more powerful than work so hence I manifested a situation where I could allow myself an opportunity to take a break. If a break is necessary, then I shall take it. Life is too short to push myself... for what? It's my life and I only have one that I know right now that I have conscious control over. I am so thankful, lucky, and extremely appreciative of the universe and all this that I am able to create thus far!
It's Thanksgiving weekend and I am so thankful for all the relationships that I am reforming, my friends, my family, my boyfriend, and my colleagues... and all the strangers that I encounter. I always meet lovely people nowadays and you know it's true... a smile changes everything so always smile!
I'm looking back and I am truly proud of my accomplishments thus far... From having or being nothing a year ago to now being an entrepreneur. I just feel so blessed to been giving so many opportunities and to have support reflected back to me. I know now it's up to me to continue with my dreams and to keep dreaming and bringing them into reality. I realized that I am currently volunteering at least 15 hours a week... That's quite a lot! But I love what I do and I know volunteering and giving back is what makes your life more abundant.
Remember, it all starts with a desire...and then let it happen. Let go of expectations and live your life through excitements.
Thanks for listening everyone! Take care. <3
